“A beautiful girl can make you dizzy, like you’ve been drinking jack and coke all morning. She can make you feel high, full of the single greatest commodity known to man: promise; promise of a better day, promise of a greater hope, promise of a new tomorrow. This particular aura can be found in the gaze of a beautiful girl: in her smile, and in her soul, and the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like it’s gonna be okay.”—
I have so many thoughts going through my head right now. My heart is so heavy and it feels like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. I want to be able to do whatever I want, with whoever I want and not have it be this big ordeal. I am so unhappy with where I am in life right now, I can’t possibly think of dragging someone down with me. The thought of doing that to someone I care about makes me want to vomit. Right now I need best friends, good times and good communication.